As Always, your writing is really sophisticated for someone that is chaotic like me. The part where you talked about being in a theatre. I could relate a lot to this whole post. The way I am disconnected from every person in my life makes me question certain things. What is even being friends at this point? Like Does someone like me that has no attachment to anything deserves a friend? I have always wished to be someone that is out of this codependency. Someone that can just observe. I know the post is not about me lol but had to write whatever I thought after reading it!
Also, I’m super glad you shared this, because it matches a lot with the thoughts that daily cross my mind. Especially the question: “What does it even mean to be friends?”. I like that you have a more positive perspective on it tho, the “being an observer” thing. Seems like you see it as being a personal choice, whether conscious or unconscious. That’s wonderful.
It's not really a positive perspective I guess. It's more of a wish. Or maybe my way of denying that I don't fit in with anyone lol. But I'll be waiting for more awesome posts of yours!
As Always, your writing is really sophisticated for someone that is chaotic like me. The part where you talked about being in a theatre. I could relate a lot to this whole post. The way I am disconnected from every person in my life makes me question certain things. What is even being friends at this point? Like Does someone like me that has no attachment to anything deserves a friend? I have always wished to be someone that is out of this codependency. Someone that can just observe. I know the post is not about me lol but had to write whatever I thought after reading it!
Thank you for describing my writing as such. 🫶🏻
Also, I’m super glad you shared this, because it matches a lot with the thoughts that daily cross my mind. Especially the question: “What does it even mean to be friends?”. I like that you have a more positive perspective on it tho, the “being an observer” thing. Seems like you see it as being a personal choice, whether conscious or unconscious. That’s wonderful.
It's not really a positive perspective I guess. It's more of a wish. Or maybe my way of denying that I don't fit in with anyone lol. But I'll be waiting for more awesome posts of yours!
Gotcha. That I totally understand. And thank you, same!